Thanks for the good advice and laughs everyone. I wanted to respond to every comment but im just going to answer the questions asked of me. Honkey Kong I picked up two meeting lists yesterday and goal is to go to one every day for 30 or 90 days. I want a sponsor but I want one I can relate with. Razr I would conservatively estimate I average about 3 beers and a shot an hour when I drink. Its not as bad as when I was a daily drinker and had a high tolerance. Now I tend to binge drink more beer when I drink, before it was lots of liquor. Xelnaga I just like that song by radiohead.