I've listened Too what you said I've got nolvadex and clomid hopefully on the way..and your right in the end it means nothing..but I still have a dream and a goal if you ain't got that why go too the gym or anythang else for that matter..there my priority.. But I still have personal goals...I mean you've gave sum greate advice please don't thank because I would still like too cycle in the future doesnt mean your time is wasted..