205 is my priority in my personal goals..steroids or no steroids..doesn't matter believe me I have dedication too the gym..I love the gym..I also know I would not be where I'm at now if I wouldn't have used..and too be honest it's more of a personal thang than a vanity thang for me..i do listen too advice but I like too back it up with solid info..I'm not a sucker..but everythang that just about everybody has said seems too be wise so far and thank yal..but I don't understand how yal can throw me under the bus for doing a irresponsible thang less responsibly than yal..