
Originally Posted by
Steiner
I was shut down for a year after a test deca cycle. I think people don't actually realise the effect it will have on your life until you experience it.
It is not just an inability to get an erection but a total lack of interest in sex and women! Those girls that you almost spin your head off your shoulders to look at as they pass... forget that, you won't even have the desire to look at them, in fact you will lose that 'chick radar' completely.
You attention and memory will be shit, you will get mood swings, your muscles and joints will probably ache and forget sleeping.
Work will suffer as you lose your edge, that competitive alpha male thing that makes us successful... gone!
Even your personality will change considerably because for most men their libido is a major part of who they are.
When you walk through your city tomorrow and check out all those girls on the street, in shops, in offices, enjoy it because you won't even know they exist if you are shut down.
Being shut down is a lot more than your pecker being soft it will f**k your life up.
I will say that I think you will go ahead and do it anyway, you asked for advice and almost everyone has advised strongly against it but you find arguments to nullify any good advice you are getting but is is your life.