Quote Originally Posted by Steiner View Post
I was shut down for a year after a test deca cycle. I think people don't actually realise the effect it will have on your life until you experience it.
It is not just an inability to get an erection but a total lack of interest in sex and women! Those girls that you almost spin your head off your shoulders to look at as they pass... forget that, you won't even have the desire to look at them, in fact you will lose that 'chick radar' completely.

You attention and memory will be shit, you will get mood swings, your muscles and joints will probably ache and forget sleeping.

Work will suffer as you lose your edge, that competitive alpha male thing that makes us successful... gone!

Even your personality will change considerably because for most men their libido is a major part of who they are.

When you walk through your city tomorrow and check out all those girls on the street, in shops, in offices, enjoy it because you won't even know they exist if you are shut down.

Being shut down is a lot more than your pecker being soft it will f**k your life up.

I will say that I think you will go ahead and do it anyway, you asked for advice and almost everyone has advised strongly against it but you find arguments to nullify any good advice you are getting but is is your life.
See in one hand I feel for guys like this but in other, guys like this piss me off, because they forget to tell the end of the tale, the part where they start taking regular Testosterone injections & maybe a BP med (to get the pecker peckering again) & BAM.............problem solved, all the negative sh!t he just spoke of.................GONE.............CURED.

Again I'm not trying to sway the decision of the OP, I just can't stand it when everyone acts like the potential down side of blasting & cruising cant be fixed. It's as simple as some Test & maybe some Cialis, that's it, problem solved.............

This isn't like a 20 year old kid fvcking up his Endo & never being able to fix / reverse it, there IS a cure for problems associated with low Test....................take some Test, & there are SEVERAL remedies for limp d!ck.