Thanks for the reassurance!
When you say "if the HCG is working" - with regards to what specifically? As far as I can tell, I have no way to know if they're producing endogenous test. I can happily say that I don't believe there has been any shrinkage, and there is definitely no pain. I am also awaiting semen analysis results, and hoping to see good quality sperm with a healthy count.
In my case, I definitely noticed a difference when I started taking HCG. Not only did my testicles increase in size, but the ejaculation volume went through the ceiling (literally). My left testicle is super sensitive to being suppressed, and it will act up if I miss a shot of HCG, or if my HCG starts to lose it's potency (seen that start at/around 48 to 50 days). Everyone is different, but if HCG is effective, you should notice some improvements, as listed above, or you should notice it going the other way if you stop taking HCG
What would be an example of a secondary condition? I assume primary would be either a problem with the testicles themselves, or the pituitary. Would secondary be the result of an injury for instance?
Secondary can occur due to many reasons (tumors, substance use, thyroid conditions, etc), including no reason at all, but just getting older. The getting older part is also known as Andropause; basically mimicking a similar process that women see with menopause. It's just nature's way of telling us that we have passed our peak years for procreation, and we are no longer the competitive young guys trying to make a name in the tribe. YES, primary would indicate a problem with the testicles, leydig cell issues, tumors, other pathologies ... We normally see members having elevated LH/FSH levels and low test serum when there's a testicular (primary) condition.
I just get freaked out once in a while... like... what might be the long term effects of total HPTA suppression... what might be the long term effects of producing absolutely no FSH or LH, etc.
There is really no negative prognosis associated with long-term HPTA suppression, except that the natural course of testosterone/sperm will be effected due to no or little LH/FSH being produced, and functioning via the negative feedback loop channel with the testicles. The anterior pituitary could also be experiencing other issues with synthesizing hormones like TSH, ACTH, Prolactin, and of course GnRH; leading to LH/FSH. So, it's imperative to run complete and comprehensive assays for comparative reviews, and to include MRI's to rule out tumors and other diseases.
Well said brother. Don't get me wrong - I am EXTREMELY glad to have guys like you, Kel, GD, etc. available for consultation like this. But it is a shame that I/we have to go to the doc first and THEN come to a steroid board to get the real scoop from relative strangers.
For now... fingers crossed for the semen analysis results. If sperm count is low and/or motility abnormal (both were in a healthy range when I last had a test done about 2 years ago), I'll have no choice but to come off TRT, run an aggressive PCT and try to get the boys up to par as my wife and I would like to have another baby ASAP!
GB, since HCG provides the LH analogue, you will probably see "less than satisfactory" results with your sperm analysis and motility labs. FSH is the primary hormone and signal to trigger spermatogenesis. Save yourself the hassle of coming off TRT to achieve this. Your reason to do this would be to apply a PCT, like Clomid, which would stimulate both LH & FSH production, correct? Well, then just add HMG to protocol, very similar to HCG, but with HMG you will get both the LH and the FSH analogs! I would advise seeking out a fertility physician that is familiar with this treatment. Again, the sertoli cells respond to FSH, as do the leydigs to LH. It doesn't matter how they get these hormones, just as long as they get them. You can come off of TRT and try to naturally provide these cells the needed hormones to function, or you can stay on TRT and guarantee that both LH and FSH will be sent to them. The only variable is, how healthy and functional are the testicles? Only BW can tell the truth on that one ... So to conclude, you actually do have a choice in the matter. For me, the choice is obvious, WHY come off of TRT when science has made it possible for you to have the best of all worlds? Food for thought.