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[Lunk1]

Pro hormones at 19-20.
At 20, almost 21 first cycle: 400mg EQ 12wks
2nd cycle about 6 months after first, 400mg EQ 12wks, 50mg Winstrol/eod 6wks.
PCT with Nolva and Clomid

Definitely not the best cycles in retrospect. Got a good bit stronger, not a lot of added size but definitely a positive shift in overall composition.

First real cycle, 6-8 months after the EQ/Winstrol run:
Sust 750mg/wk 12wks
Deca 400mg/wk 12/wks
Dbol 30mg/ed first 6wks
HCG 350iu/e5d
Nolva and Clomid PCT

From there cycles grew and grew, breaks in between became much shorter. Cycled hard and heavy for about 10yrs. On heavy for 16-20wks was common, cruise for 6-8wks (sometimes no cruise) and repeat. Fairly high doses throughout but not as high as one guy I've seen on here who's cycling pretty heavy but can't remember his screen name. Longest run of full blown cycle, 36wks. Longest period on including cruise times, almost 3yrs.

Now 34, haven't done a full cycle since 31. I do stay on TRT though.

Bear is the one on the crazy doses....I would love to see someone like you come off at this point, run an aggressive PCT and see if recover is possibel!

[Tron3219]

Bear is the one on the crazy doses....I would love to see someone like you come off at this point, run an aggressive PCT and see if recover is possibel!

Yeah bear was telling me about his 3100mg test and shit...I was flabbergasted!

-TroN-

[Metalject]

Bear is the one on the crazy doses....I would love to see someone like you come off at this point, run an aggressive PCT and see if recover is possibel!

Yep, Bear is who I was thinking of.

I did come off everything at one point. 8 months later my total test was 63. I have had one doctor tell me he thinks I could rest my HPTA but he said there would probably be a good six month period or so that would be pretty tough and the whole process would take some time. He also said there's no guarantee it would work...his words "it's a toss up."

So where does that leave me now? I have no interest in having average test levels nor do I feel I need to have very high levels. I simply want to stay in a optimal range. With that in mind, even with resetting my HPTA is possible, in order to stay at an optimal level I'd probably end up on TRT within 5-6yrs anyway. Anyway, TRT doesn't bother me, I don't really even think about it.