TREN over 50

[crazy mike]

I'm going into my 5th week of Tren A at 50 mg ED with Test prop 50 mg EOD. Last week my temper started to get out of control. I am very irritable all the time and yell at the drop of a hat. I'll add that I'm bi-polar I, intense case for all my life and have been on meds all my life. I've had manic rage episodes most of my life but have had good control for the past few years. ANYWAY...last week a nieghbor calls the police for a disturbance (me) and they come to see me. They start at me , I'm on my front stoop. They honestly had it wrong (serious mistake) so that's why my anger went from 0 - mach 5, . They tell me to sit down, "hey F Y don't tell me...I'm on my Fvckin stoop, don't tell me sh*t. They tell me to unball my fist, well one thing and another THEY SAT ME DOWN...oops, all when ok then. Now I'm in a parking lot last night with my wife...us your imagination! so this guy and gal stop and get into my bus... WOOOO...WHAT ??? I caught myself as they a few others stared. I remember this tape, lights action camera, guns, bracelets and a hard night in a cold place. I gotta go slow n easy. Stop look listen, speak softly the Tren is getting to me. The test cyp was not like this. ...crazy mike

You guys know I'm 61 ........cm

[Papa Smurf]

I'm going into my 5th week of Tren A at 50 mg ED with Test prop 50 mg EOD. Last week my temper started to get out of control. I am very irritable all the time and yell at the drop of a hat. I'll add that I'm bi-polar I, intense case for all my life and have been on meds all my life. I've had manic rage episodes most of my life but have had good control for the past few years. ANYWAY...last week a nieghbor calls the police for a disturbance (me) and they come to see me. They start at me , I'm on my front stoop. They honestly had it wrong (serious mistake) so that's why my anger went from 0 - mach 5, . They tell me to sit down, "hey F Y don't tell me...I'm on my Fvckin stoop, don't tell me sh*t. They tell me to unball my fist, well one thing and another THEY SAT ME DOWN...oops, all when ok then. Now I'm in a parking lot last night with my wife...us your imagination! so this guy and gal stop and get into my bus... WOOOO...WHAT ??? I caught myself as they a few others stared. I remember this tape, lights action camera, guns, bracelets and a hard night in a cold place. I gotta go slow n easy. Stop look listen, speak softly the Tren is getting to me. The test cyp was not like this. ...crazy mike

You guys know I'm 61 ........cm

EASY BIG FELLA step away from the keyboard !!! LOL Just Kiddin Mike............... I noticed an increase in anger when I started my current cycle with test/deca/var Its been 4 years since a cycle and I guess it kinda flew on me, but I quickly controled it and after a few more weeks on, the anger supsided................. tren.... is a BIGGER monkey however.... maybe as we get older, our tolerance for BS goes down?

[crazy mike]

I've been here long ago. I have an inherent temper/ mania problem and me and my wife were on it. watchen and I was doing great on the test c for 14 week then when Tren started things changed for sure. So lately a few bad spots x 4 the the tren close to jail twice in one week. I'm clean and sober now 1 yr 3 months and I'm not going back to the institutions, jails, probation ...loosing everything again. Got my license back, my family, a Volvo, the gym, my health and well partial mind and I'm not going back. ...crazy mike