I didn't catch how old you are. I have been bi-polar my whole life and a serious case. My depression didn't surface until I was 26 yrs old and it put me in the hospital. Depression is caused by many underlying things that sometimes are not evident to us but a doctor might see. Even if you have never had any mental health issues it doesn't mean you don't have some now. Please see a doctor about it. WE are only guessing on this board and don't have and will not get all the info we need to make a suggestion except go to a professional. That my education and my experience talking. ...crazy mike