
Originally Posted by
twitz
I'm about 2/3 through my cycle now. People are starting to notice and I'm much bigger, my clothes are tight and you can see my shoulders and arms through my blazers and sweaters. Things that used to be loose are fitting tight. Yesterday was only the second day I wore a tank top to the gym. Usually I wear a baggy sweater, but I was so friggen hot and my neck was throbbing so I took it off trying to feel more comfortable. I got quite a few stares and I'm sure people were wondering what I'm up to. Its very noticeable through my upper body, and you can see strong veins through my shoulders and biceps. One of my coworkers asked to see my forearms yesterday (really, my forearms... Wtf)... Anyhow he told me my forearms were looking nice (so weird!), and asked if I would flex my bicep for him. I half assed did because I don't want people at work to ask questions, but he surprised at how big it was. I guess I'm not hiding things as good as I thought I was.
I had a post wondering how I was feeling emotionally since I've been on cycle. I have to say that most days are great, but if I fall off my diet or miss a workout for some reason I get very down on myself. That's not because of the var, but I get mad at myself for using aas and not doing the best I can. My attitude hasn't changed too much, I usually stay pretty positive and I'm very laid back. Since I started the var I find I'm a tad more aggressive. I found a puppy roaming the streets early one morning, so I brought him to work and gave him water etc until I could find his owner. It ended up that the owner lived in a run down house behind my work, and when I brought the puppy there he seemed drunk or high. He roped the puppy to the tree in his front yard, the rope was so high the puppy did not have any room to lay down, didn't have food or water either. I didn't know till later in the day, but the puppy was out from 9am till almost 430pm, it's freaking cold here. I totally lost it on the owner, like I was a bit aggressive about it. Not something I would usually do. I also find my temper is a little short when it comes to other things too, people cutting me off while driving, people with no gym respect etc. I used to let things roll but I find myself getting stressed for a min, feeling hot and then I calm myself down. Its not to the point that I have said or did anything stupid, but I can tell my fuse is shorter. The spotting (someone was wondering about this), has stopped.
The sides I have experienced are oily skin and I get the odd pimple on my face, shoulders or back. At first I noticed that my clit was sensitive, but I must be used to it now because things don't feel as intense as they were. No, nothing looks different, nothing grew... Nothing funky and nothing to worry about.
Is there anything else that anyone is wondering about?