Shit has got real.

[boz]

Your right we don't know whats happening unless we see bloods and what the ranges are but one is for sure your out of balance. You should of been using hcg straight from the start if you want your testicles to function properly and maintain size. Staying on cycle at such a young age will have a drastic effect on your natural hormones and not responding and having low test is one of the worse thing that can happen, ive been there and it was a daily living hell. You need to come off cycle completely and let the body get back to normal, you need to do an aggressive pct to se if you can get your natural test back in line but if not you need to see a doctor to get trt.

You have probably been running to high of a cruise, many do and it does have an effect on yoru gains and results from future cycles. If you have been doing this for 1.5yrs you should have put on some serious muscle tissue?? if not you have been doing it wrong plain and simple but the best thing to do is not to use even more compounds to solve the problem but to come off everything and I mean everything and do pct then get blood work done, that's if you want to make some gains in the future.

Ill get a blood test and def go from there marcus. Ill be blunt coming off scares the fvuk outta me, especially when i got a mate who was on a similar boat to what i am on and his experience was gut wrenching to listen to. He told me there were days he wanted to get a rope and get it over and done with, but through family friends and support always around him he is starting to come good and he is working things out with his doctor. You right also the serious mass tissue should of been stacked on, i believe i made great gains from my point of view, but for people like yourself and others would beg to differ, there should of been alot more stacked on.

Also u say i need to come off and get back to normal, thats IF my body will go back to normal and its not to late.

[marcus300]

Ill get a blood test and def go from there marcus. Ill be blunt coming off scares the fvuk outta me, especially when i got a mate who was on a similar boat to what i am on and his experience was gut wrenching to listen to. He told me there were days he wanted to get a rope and get it over and done with, but through family friends and support always around him he is starting to come good and he is working things out with his doctor. You right also the serious mass tissue should of been stacked on, i believe i made great gains from my point of view, but for people like yourself and others would beg to differ, there should of been alot more stacked on.

Also u say i need to come off and get back to normal, thats IF my body will go back to normal and its not to late.

Ok, listen to yourself what you have done hasn't resulted in serious gains so what you have done didn't go accordingly to plan because being on cycle for such a long time should produce great gains if you blast and cruise properly. Your body is telling you something and you should listen and not to that obsessed little man in your head trust me ive been there. I wont sugar coat it because that's the last thing you want to hear but you need to come off otherwise gains will get smaller and your body will stop responding to steroids. The only true way to find out if you have damaged yourself is to come off completely do an aggressive pct and get bloods done after about 6 weeks after pct, if you have low test get on trt by your doctor. Why do you think I try my best to tell the young guys not to cycle before their HPTA is fully developed, if you carry on you will get worse and you will stop gaining so in the long run for future gains you have to address this now and not with further medication to solve yet another side what your body is producing because you have been on steroids to long...........LISTEN TO YOUR BODY