Very normal. I married the love of my life once. After we divorced, I compared everyone to her. Always trying to find similar qualities in other women so that I can feel fulfilled. Life sucked forever it seemed. Exactly 10 years later, we rekindled. I had not seen her in 10 years, this was totally out of the blue. It took a couple months but I realized we're not compatible. That was when I got over her. I no longer had to think "What if".
Good luck man. Try this...
Estradiol, Ultrasensitive, LC/MS/MS (30289)