Quote Originally Posted by mannyg View Post
Get it now?

Whenever I think of this thought, and I try not to I start getting anxiety and feel like shit/lose appetite because what if I followed thru with it because im on cycle and my mind is telling me to.
Sorta like a person with scizo, they have a voice in there head telling them to do something when they KNOW they don't want to. Sorta like that but I have no voice its just a thought in my mind im trying to get rid of, But being on high dose test doesn't help, esp with the increased sex drive...
If you think its the AAS I would begin PCT immediately. You most likely have some underlying issues and
as you mentioned the increased hormones,,,stimulated CNS,,etc...have seem to aggravated the problem.
You should probably see a doctor or talk with some later if your issues persist.