what the hell did I do

[fit2bOld]

Sounds like a tough place to be stuck.
Maybe time to seek a professional for the depression, I suggest someone that will help you through this without medication as a first step. (psychologist) This in no way means your broken but maybe looking for the underlying assumptions that may be
a cause to how your feeling.
Best of luck.

[crazy mike]

Sounds like a tough place to be stuck.
Maybe time to seek a professional for the depression, I suggest someone that will help you through this without medication as a first step. (psychologist) This in no way means your broken but maybe looking for the underlying assumptions that may be
a cause to how your feeling.
Best of luck.

I agree with the older guy above, Ha!
Anyway I'm Bi-Polar and am very familiar with depression in my past. It can effect everything you do. A person can get depressed for on thing and when coming out, get depressed that they were depressed ands it starts again in a circle. You can be depressed from a Mental disorder and Chemical disorder without knowing. It isn't simple.

This was initially brought about long ago. Medicine can bring people up and out. This can be temporary or life time, but the help of MD's and medicines we can live a happy and successful life.

Get some medical advice. ...crazy mike

Marcus is right on also . ...cm