I hear you brother. I understand your frustration. Much of the advice given is for your own good. However, many people will give you advice based on their own goals and experiences. Most guys are trying to put on as much muscle as possible….not me. If you are trying to get huge, then a good base is optimal. Anavar only is fine, but I would at least throw in 100-150mgs of testosterone to maintain sexual function, sexual desire, and motivation.