Well sooner or later you will lose it ur body doesn't have the same test you were on cycle ur back natural so ur body cannot carry that extra weight no matter what you do its just that extra size was gained while on cycle with extra test aas now when you go back natural ur body will go back too producing same test as natty with that amount u cannot maintain well you might for couple month but as i said sooner or later it will go back to normal its just natural bodybuilders unless you go year round its another story