steroid usage critique [not your typical story]

[RangerDanger830]

this right here is the problem i'm facing. no matter what i eat or how much i can't make any gains. and it's not as simple as just "fixing my bowels". that doesn't happen overnight nor does any pill or treatment exist. the only way is to identify and eliminate foods that might be causing this condition and i'm not bullchitting when i say i've been doing this for 3 years with little results. many times i've felt like i've got it right, feel great for an entire week, have epic workouts and start feeling fuller during the night then on day my body just crashes (with no changes to my diet) and i get an episode of liquid diarrhea and in less than 2 days i feel like a little pussay again and my confidence and self esteem drop instantly.

i understand training on and off won't get me anywhere. that's why i want to wait until next year or so to see how far i get with full dedication. this year i've been very consistent and my goal is to reach 70kg but at this pace i'm getting nowhere. i've even dropped a couple kilos a couple times this year but were probably water as in a week time i got back to 65kg.

i'm mad at your avi RangerDanger lol i've been told a few times i look like JB when in reality he looks like me cause i was born first and also he looks like a phukin phag because he chooses to, i look like a phag because of a fukken disease. damn i hate that kid as much as my digestive system

I hate him too, no worries there, it's sarcastically posted up there. You are not a "phag" as you put it just because you aren't as big as you want to be. Skinny kids seem to be in style these days with the women anyway. Just throw on some hipster glasses and you will fit right in, I can't believe I just said that.

I will leave most of the advice here for gsc to give you since he will know more than most of us. I will say that your diet might have been good but if you weren't in the gym the entire year you wouldn't have gained much anyway, except maybe some fat depending on your TDEE and caloric intake. All I was trying to get across to you that no matter how frustrated you may get, AAS aren't going to give you substantial, long-lasting results until you get to the root of the problem. Life sucks sometimes but it'll make you appreciate your gains more when you do get them.

[ElGringo]

Skinny kids seem to be in style these days with the women anyway. Just throw on some hipster glasses and you will fit right in, I can't believe I just said that.

i lol'd hard. fawk being hipster i want to look masculine. i'm not castrated therefore i will never become hipster or have swag or any of that nowadays phaggotry. i guess i'm lucky enough to have some decent facial aesthetics and i get comments from women because of how "handsome" i look sometimes and etc but still i don't get women because i'm a low self esteem bastard who has no confidence in himself and thinks everybody judges me for my body the way i judge myself (which i've come to realize it's pretty f'd up)

All I was trying to get across to you that no matter how frustrated you may get, AAS aren't going to give you substantial, long-lasting results until you get to the root of the problem. Life sucks sometimes but it'll make you appreciate your gains more when you do get them.

i understand and i very much appreciate your input. i may look like i don't really understand how AAS work and under what circumstances they should be use but i really have a good idea. you're right, i'm saying bullchit about using them out of pure frustration but believe me i would love to do this natty. i really have no desire of using AAS just because. rest assure at least during 2014 no anabolic androgenic substance will enter my body.