OP, your mind is made up and it seems doubtful anybody here is going to be able to convince you otherwise since you know so much more than everybody anyway. But at the very least, quit trying to BS everyone with fake muscle gain and bodyfat % numbers. These guys are too smart for that. You didn't drop bodyfat % and gain 20lbs of muscle in 6 weeks on low dosed gear that barely elevated you above high normal test ranges. Plain and simple...didnt happen. Even if you won't admit it, I hope you can start to realize people on here with more knowledge and experience are still just trying to help you. Stay away from the gear and stay safe.