
Originally Posted by
PistolPete33
I'm losing motivation a ton lately. Not really sure what is going on. Let me start with the TB500 part and I will continue from there. My tendonitis is def. feeling better. It's not healed but doesn't hurt any where near what it did prior to starting this TB cycle. That said, I've also been out of the gym for the better part of 3 weeks. I will explain in a bit. My neck is def. still bothering me esp right now since I just finished my chest and shoulder workout. However, the pain is sporatic and not like it was which was constant and no more numbness in my arm at all. I'm still able to bench press looking straight up which is progress from before where I had to look to the left in order to engage my right arm into the press. So, I def. think the TB500 is working and I will continue with it. Depending on how I feel I may extend to 10 weeks instead of the 8 but I'm not sure yet.
So, I'm basically just about exactly 1 month in and as I said I'm feeling improvement. That said, I'm also losing a ton of motivation with this lifestyle. I finished up a blast a few weeks back two weeks early. The reason for finishing early is because when i switched from Test E to Prop my Prop ended up being severely underdosed which caused me basically to crash. Instead of trying to get my levels back up I decided to just go back to my TRT. I've been back at my TRT dose now for 3 weeks so it's all leveling back out. I still have my libidio but I've been extremely tired. I have a physical in 2 weeks so I will get bloods done to see what's going on. My last bloodwork was in Feb. and my thryroid counts were really low. Going to see where they are now. I'm losing motiviation because obviously my lifts are down since being off cycle and I also took the better part of 3 weeks off. I've got a ton of injuries that will always be a problem. I shouldn't be surprised though because I am nearing 40.
I thought the time off from the gym would remotivate me but going back today my lifts were so off it just frustrated me. I know it's a marathon and not a sprint and I've been an athlete for the better part of my entire life so I'm not giving up but just need to get refocused and remotivated.
Rant off!!!!!