20 years old first cycle no going back

[av666]

Maybe you never heard of such a thing because you never tried. Ever heard of that guy born with 2 dicks? yeah its pretty rare...

I take T cream everyday 5 pumps aka 50mg a day and I don't know how much gets absorbed but doctor said probably about half.

When I was getting 4 pumps a day my t level was around 600ng/dl so lets say its around 700ng/dl now nothing "super high" even for a teen.

I would cruise for ever but.... I want to be a monster and there is no monster with 200 a week. I feel like all my life was shit, I ****ing hated every minute of it, not just cause my body was absolutely depression but also the pressure on my brain. I ****ed up everything I could this life expect just recently its been going alright. So if you excuse me I will do a cycle do what makes me happy and win a competition!

[lovbyts]

Maybe you never heard of such a thing because you never tried. Ever heard of that guy born with 2 dicks? yeah its pretty rare...

I take T cream everyday 5 pumps aka 50mg a day and I don't know how much gets absorbed but doctor said probably about half.

When I was getting 4 pumps a day my t level was around 600ng/dl so lets say its around 700ng/dl now nothing "super high" even for a teen.

I would cruise for ever but.... I want to be a monster and there is no monster with 200 a week. I feel like all my life was shit, I ****ing hated every minute of it, not just cause my body was absolutely depression but also the pressure on my brain. I ****ed up everything I could this life expect just recently its been going alright. So if you excuse me I will do a cycle do what makes me happy and win a competition!

Speaking of dicks.... there is no reason to keep acting like one even if yours didn't work in the past. There has been a lot of information you didnt provide and sounded questionable. We dont know you from Adam so if you want our help or advice you need to provide the information requested.

From the sounds of things you should get another hormone panel done because it seems like your Estrogen is still elevated. Do not consider doing any cycles until you have everything where it should be in regards to hormones and you should get blood work done probably a couple of times during your cycle to make sure your estrogen stays where it should be or next you will be needing gyno surgery. Seriously, with your history you are going to be more susceptible to bad side effects than most probably.