Dont blame that on the HGH..... if it wasnt bad form, it was to much...
which is unlikely on GH anyhow. Get some tests, surely you will figure it out... i seriously doubt the GH played a part.

get all your tests done, after the results come back, if it isnt something else.... admit the usage as an accident.
but why call it over before it really is...
if you say anything about it, doctors are gonna pin it on that. let them do their job. if they cant, try helping a bit...
Goodluck, Feel better.

sounds like you need some Xanax.