Depression while on steroids

[hollywoodundead2016]

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[numbere]

let me just say that there are other factors as well like worrying about my health and potential trouble with the law. my parents are pressuring me to get off. I just failed a board. girls have turned me down recently. I don't want to pin it totally on the roids but having an ldl damn near 200 and an hdl in the single digits is not good. coming off test would lead to a severe crash even with a proper pct. I feel trapped. I don't want to come off b/c I don't want to lose what ive gained. I don't know. things just aren't good in general for me right now.

That stinks man.

It sounds like you're in a horrible place right now.

If you stay on then your health will only continue to decline.

The whole reason for cycling is to prevent serious health problems, if not then we'd all blast indefinitely.

You've crossed the threshold and are abusing steroids.

You need to come to grips with the fact that you have an addiction problem.

How long have you been on?

where do you even get caber or prami in general? can you get it OTC or is it RX?

Caber and prami are prescription dopamine agonists.

You should be just as worried if not more about your lipids.

It's time to come off.

[hollywoodundead2016]

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[numbere]

about one year straight of the test. the other stuff (orals) are on and off but here lately ive made a nasty habit of staying on the tren.

That's a long blast.

You're hematocrit is likely elevated as well.

I definitely understand what you're saying, tren is difficult to stop.

That's one of the reasons one should have a fair amount of experience before using tren.

At least your liver function is good.

I'm not going to twist your arm here because for whatever happens next to be successful it needs to be your decision.

If you decide to come off I'll explain the best why I know how for someone in your position.

[hollywoodundead2016]

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