This shows your mental maturity to a great degree, which is not that impressive for a guy like you. That piano guy is "so awesome" as you see, why are you even here Sila? bending time and space expecting to brainwash everyone to be your fanboys way of life, idioticy and style? I can see great insecurities showing from all that you write every day, alot of misconceptions spread by the ones who know no better, talk about something they've done as an invaluable experience where they have previously fucked up in life although survived and lived trough, now preaching that way as a away of life, and you who know no better is blind-fucked in to believing anything that seems impressive and makes smallest amount of sense, just because you want to be one of the band, part of the group, belong somewhere?
This is ridiculious, at least how I see it.
OP is going for a train wreck, but he is just blind to see. Its evident when locomotive is rolling downhill full throttle and has no plans to stop plus theres no clear view of rails - everyone of us can easily predict whats to come, and he is just not gonna settle till he either reaches full speed or hits the wall that derails him.
Youre Sila seem to follow similar pattern. You seem like to think - the one whos the biggest the oldest and meanest looking mfker is the one to follow, if he speaks alot, if he shouts and curses alot, if his arms is bigger than yours, if he lives better than you do -You got to listen to him blindly and because you do, so should everybody else. And this is just sick, closed minded behaviour.
Id suggest you do all the piano advises and just shut up asking and looking for advices because he is "so good", theres not much else to learn or to do, "he got it nailed", you love his ways about AAS, why not stick to it?