After almost 4 years finally found a doctor willing to help.

[uvafan4life2]

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Never cancel an appointment with a dr that cares enough to consider trt you messed up big time. That in itself could have gone a long way to treating your perceived depression.

Recommended you go with all your blood work and find another dr that will treat you.

I'm assuming that you are on Prozac considering you avoided the question.

Taper off slowly, and I mean slowly...that stuff will lower your libido and destroy your natural levels. Once you get off Prozac (over months) get onto an OTC supplement called 5HTP.

Under no circumstance take Prozac and 5HTP together.

Take vitamin d.

Eat your fats, cholesterols found in fats are the precursor to a series of nominal pathways leading to testosterone. That's why vegans are pussies!

And FFS, take your life seriously, yes you might have depression, you nearly had it beat if you only turned up to see your dr.

I know i messed up. I haven't been on prozac lately. I'm willing to travel i just need a good knowledgeable doctor. Do you think i might be magnesium deficient due to the fact when i take the vitamin d it gives me crazy insomnia and anxiety? Appreciate all your help.

[hammerheart]

I know i messed up. I haven't been on prozac lately. I'm willing to travel i just need a good knowledgeable doctor. Do you think i might be magnesium deficient due to the fact when i take the vitamin d it gives me crazy insomnia and anxiety? Appreciate all your help.

It's kind of hard at your age to be truly Mg deficient, but you are free to supplement if you find it to be of help. Avoid unorganic forms like Mg Oxide and sulphate, as these are only useful as laxatives. Mg Chloride and Citrate are way better. Mg glycinate is best.

Imo you could benefit from TRT despite only having borderline levels. Choice should be yours to make imo, try finding a doc that will treat you. Of course you ought to look into getting that varicocele fixed first, and see how you do.

Serotonin precursors like 5-HTP can help you through, just take care not to mix with SSRIs such as prozac.