Trenbolone (never again)

[hollywoodundead2016]

....

[krugerr]

Yeah im kinda regretting getting caught up in all of this too. The best way out of the abuse ive put myself through is to take 250 mg test cyp per week so just 1 im shot per week and then like 1500 iu of hcg eod subq.

250mg Is still too high. Depending who you ask, the we make about 100-150mg a week naturally. So you're doubling that almost. You're also dosing Cyp once a week, which is not clever. It needs at least twice a week injections to maintain stable blood levels.

If I ramp up my use, i just quite frankly feel like shit. If I come off completely, severe depression is likely and i even experienced a little of that in the one short period of time i came off. So either way im screwed lol. Low dose test with hcg is the only way out that i see at this point. .

If y ou're experiencing severe depression when you come off, its because your T levels havent recovered, along with E2 and PRA levels, depending what you cycled. In short, you didnt PCT correctly.

what about cruising on a trt dose?

Please dont recommend Blast&Cruise or self administered TRT to members. At this point you are not qualified to give such advice.

[hollywoodundead2016]

....

[krugerr]

Just because its my advice doesnt mean people have to do it. I would never recommend anybody take steroids period. Not worth it in the long haul imo. Test cyp has a 12 day half life tho. Are you saying to do about 100 mg 2x/wk or what is your recommendation for a cruise? Ive been doing 250 mg 2x/wk (and yes, i know thats a hell of lot lol)..

You are on these forums though, and you are advising other members, and possibly non-members that are reading. You're not ready to be advising anything right now, as proved by your comments here. You dont even know what you're doing to yourself. You need to come off this failed TRT attempt and get your bloods tested. Only then can we begin to work with you on this. Otherwise we're flying blind.

believe it or not pro powerlifters will take up to 5 GRAMS of test in a week. crazy.

You are neither, so dont worry about what other people take.

[hollywoodundead2016]

....

[hammerheart]

Just because its my advice doesnt mean people have to do it. I would never recommend anybody take steroids period. Not worth it in the long haul imo. Test cyp has a 12 day half life tho. Are you saying to do about 100 mg 2x/wk or what is your recommendation for a cruise? Ive been doing 250 mg 2x/wk (and yes, i know thats a hell of lot lol). believe it or not pro powerlifters will take up to 5 GRAMS of test in a week. crazy.

TRT usually tops at 200mg weekly.

2x weekly pins aren't always better, it depends how you individually respond. Myself I believe 100-125mg e5d provide a more balanced alternative, and a tad of AI 24h after pin can be added if needed.

If going twice weekly consider 75mg 2x. Usually "through" levels are higher than same dosing comparing to weekly pins.

1500 iu of hcg eod subq

That's sky high for TRT. 250IU twice weekly is plenty.

[hollywoodundead2016]

....

[krugerr]

I personally am of the belief that I am screwed in terms of getting back my natural test levels. I have been taking pretty much every steroid out there. I took quite a bit of trenbolone for a long period of time. I only did 1 vial of deca a while back and i didnt like it so i quit. But i have also done a ton of orals and took anadrol for a long time as well. I have done some EQ here and there. I mean in your opinion is getting my natty levels back possible? I have read about Dr. Michael Scallys power of the pct. What do you think of that? Ive not been smart about this the entire time. Ive basically blasted for a year so for you to say i shouldnt be giving advice is something i strongly agree with. Last time i got my test levels checked a few months ago they were roughly 3000. 1000 is high normal i believe or thereabouts. I plan on getting some more bloodwork done soon.

Do you have any previous blood work? What is your reasoning for claiming you're screwed. Without data, you're just justifying steroid use, for the sake of steroid use. Recovery is entirely possible, the level you recover too though is indeterminate. You wont know until you try. I was already LowT before I blasted/cruised for 18months, and after a proper PCT, my levels went straight back to the "normal" level for me.

TRT usually tops at 200mg weekly.

2x weekly pins aren't always better, it depends how you individually respond. Myself I believe 100-125mg e5d provide a more balanced alternative, and a tad of AI 24h after pin can be added if needed.

If going twice weekly consider 75mg 2x. Usually "through" levels are higher than same dosing comparing to weekly pins.

That's sky high for TRT. 250IU twice weekly is plenty.

As usual, Bizzaro turns up and bests me with his knowledge haha. He is right, particularly the point in bold.

That hcg dose has been while i have been blasting at 500 mg of test per week. I just switched to 1500 iu eod. Was doing 500 iu ed. Ill make a note of ur recommended hcg dose for trt.

Ive yet to see any reasons/evidence for needing more than 250IU twice a week, even on cycle.

[hollywoodundead2016]

....