I hear what you say, the shape it's always been that way unfortunately and these later days I noticed even more water retention and that makes it look even worse.
Nope I've never cycled, though I do like to experiment with various compounds, most of the damage happened last month (+10lbs), I've been eating in excess of 1000-2000Kc daily so now I got to pay the price for it.
That's it, no mystery really, it's entirely my own fault.