To each there own . I was 191 at my strongest and it is a lot of work for me to hold that kind of weight , I looked 10x better pealed at 155 for my build then I did at that weight . I'm not competing for a stage I'm competing with myself .i lost a lot of weight by he time I was done with surgery and meds . I put some weight back on thru slow easy training clean eating and I'm at the point were I'm pushing pretty hard and I'm feeling like myself again . I was just looking for some opinions on the end of my cycle switching to fast esters to aid me in hardening up and coming off for pct . I appreciate your opinions .