
Originally Posted by
Obspowerstroke
I don't mean to jest because it sound serious but...
There is no future in that business. I have been there myself. I haven't looked at a gun and had that thought in a long time.
Redirect your thoughts to improvement and forward motion. Sounds dumb but you can brainwash yourself into a constructive/improvement only mindset. I was seconds away before the right frame of mind found me and I came away totally changed and haven't lost that mindset in over two years.
My fucking world collapsed around me but two years later I get to be thankful it happened, because my entire life has changed.
First time I can look around and actually say I am happy and blessed. All that shit I lost was just that, shit. Shiny new shit and a bright future took its place.
The holidays can get anyone down along with all the stress of the day to day life. Keep your dick hard and you mind on improvement. Happiness will find you.
Thinking about you, Never give up. The shit I have overcame in the past two years is unbelievable. You can do this but the key is your mind, what you focus on, and how strong you drive is to do it.
Be strong brother.