Feeling like shit

[Fernande]

If you're ever in this situation don't worry and stop taking the FAKIN ARIMIDEX

[Chrisp83TRT]

If you're ever in this situation don't worry and stop taking the FAKIN ARIMIDEX

Like some one else said... you are all over the place and you need to take a minute and gather your thoughts. Of things go out of wack and you don’t have the mental stability to take advice here... get the right bloods done and see a doctor sooner then later.

[Fernande]

Like some one else said... you are all over the place and you need to take a minute and gather your thoughts. Of things go out of wack and you don’t have the mental stability to take advice here... get the right bloods done and see a doctor sooner then later.

You just wanna put people down and you come into a thread with a guy obviously feeling like shit and tell him he's mentally unstable. I mean come on, are you fucking kidding me with this?

I said i wanted to kill myself every second i'm quite aware i wasn't mentally stable you douchebag.


Being that low, feeling that crappy, i considered suicide man. And i was and felt completely helpless after being that crushed mentally for over 6 months and nothing happened.

I read all these estrogen symptoms of being low. I had raging boners, i felt no pain in my joints at all. And everywhere i read if your estrogen is to low your dick will become limp. I could fuck 10 times a day no problem. So i kept dosing high on arimidex thinking i was most likely high on estrogen.


Now when a guy that obviously feels this shitty, comes and really out of pure desperation says i really really need help here, please help me out what's wrong.



Then some fuckin retards come in and says, YOURE MENTALLY UNSTABLE PLEASE GATHER YOUR THOUGHTS. I mean wow this must be the worst fucking advice i've seen anyone ever give a guy on crushed estrogen have you even had your estrogen crashed and know how it feels like to be like pure death anxiety so bad you suffer every fukin second wanna kill yourself, jump off a bridge, basicly just wanna die, cant watch a fuckin tv show because anxiety so bad you can't even see or hear whats on? And then every day feeling like a fucking year, and this just keeps going and going week after week month after month.



You come in and tell me seriously to g ather my fukin thoughts? Don't give any advice on lowering arimidex, telling me i know the feeling crushed estradiol is no joke man, seriously lower arimidex and you WILL feel better.


Get the fuk outa here u retarded shit.





Now…. I've lowered dose even further, i'm FINALLY feeling really good again, man life is worth living, sun is shining again. I feel good even awesome just walking around in town, watching girls.

I read alot of threads about these dopamine receptors being permanently damaged and i really believed i was permanently fucked up and god the axniety.

I'm so happy, grateful i finally feel good again, to anyone in my situation please, don't be afraid, you'll feel good again just make sure you get out of that low estro, i was low for 6months period and i recovered fully within a few weeks.

So don't be afraid guys.


And much love to you all, life is just so fukin great we should all be grateful for being here having this oppurtunity at life. <3

[Chrisp83TRT]

You just wanna put people down and you come into a thread with a guy obviously feeling like shit and tell him he's mentally unstable. I mean come on, are you fucking kidding me with this?

I said i wanted to kill myself every second i'm quite aware i wasn't mentally stable you douchebag.


Being that low, feeling that crappy, i considered suicide man. And i was and felt completely helpless after being that crushed mentally for over 6 months and nothing happened.

I read all these estrogen symptoms of being low. I had raging boners, i felt no pain in my joints at all. And everywhere i read if your estrogen is to low your dick will become limp. I could fuck 10 times a day no problem. So i kept dosing high on arimidex thinking i was most likely high on estrogen.


Now when a guy that obviously feels this shitty, comes and really out of pure desperation says i really really need help here, please help me out what's wrong.



Then some fuckin retards come in and says, YOURE MENTALLY UNSTABLE PLEASE GATHER YOUR THOUGHTS. I mean wow this must be the worst fucking advice i've seen anyone ever give a guy on crushed estrogen have you even had your estrogen crashed and know how it feels like to be like pure death anxiety so bad you suffer every fukin second wanna kill yourself, jump off a bridge, basicly just wanna die, cant watch a fuckin tv show because anxiety so bad you can't even see or hear whats on? And then every day feeling like a fucking year, and this just keeps going and going week after week month after month.



You come in and tell me seriously to g ather my fukin thoughts? Don't give any advice on lowering arimidex, telling me i know the feeling crushed estradiol is no joke man, seriously lower arimidex and you WILL feel better.


Get the fuk outa here u retarded shit.





Now…. I've lowered dose even further, i'm FINALLY feeling really good again, man life is worth living, sun is shining again. I feel good even awesome just walking around in town, watching girls.

I read alot of threads about these dopamine receptors being permanently damaged and i really believed i was permanently fucked up and god the axniety.

I'm so happy, grateful i finally feel good again, to anyone in my situation please, don't be afraid, you'll feel good again just make sure you get out of that low estro, i was low for 6months period and i recovered fully within a few weeks.

So don't be afraid guys.


And much love to you all, life is just so fukin great we should all be grateful for being here having this oppurtunity at life. <3

Well I am glad you are feeling better . That’s good.
Dude, you just insulted me about 10-15 times because I merely suggested you go out and get bloods done and speak to a doctor ? In my opinion and this is just my opinion, you personally shouldn’t be messing with your hormones and doing any type of cycles due to you not controlling it quite well.
I saw many people really try to help , my self Included and all you did was just ignore and continue to write paragrahes like this is dear diary.
I take people’s feelings very seriously. I’m not heartless.
What I don’t understand is when people are trying to help and give you great advice and you just go on and on, it doesn’t help your matter because people will just stop responding. I think about 3-4 times you went from feeling amazing to really hating life. I can tell you maybe it’s more then cycling AAS. That is something you may have to see someone about.
I didn’t insult or bash you. I was just suggesting you speak help from a medical professional weather it be mental heath of to get your bloods done.
In this life if you want respect you have to give alittle so I’d appreciate it if you stop with the insults because people want help you out with that demeanor

[cousinmuscles]

You just wanna put people down and you come into a thread with a guy obviously feeling like shit and tell him he's mentally unstable. I mean come on, are you fucking kidding me with this?

I said i wanted to kill myself every second i'm quite aware i wasn't mentally stable you douchebag.


Being that low, feeling that crappy, i considered suicide man. And i was and felt completely helpless after being that crushed mentally for over 6 months and nothing happened.

I read all these estrogen symptoms of being low. I had raging boners, i felt no pain in my joints at all. And everywhere i read if your estrogen is to low your dick will become limp. I could fuck 10 times a day no problem. So i kept dosing high on arimidex thinking i was most likely high on estrogen.


Now when a guy that obviously feels this shitty, comes and really out of pure desperation says i really really need help here, please help me out what's wrong.



Then some fuckin retards come in and says, YOURE MENTALLY UNSTABLE PLEASE GATHER YOUR THOUGHTS. I mean wow this must be the worst fucking advice i've seen anyone ever give a guy on crushed estrogen have you even had your estrogen crashed and know how it feels like to be like pure death anxiety so bad you suffer every fukin second wanna kill yourself, jump off a bridge, basicly just wanna die, cant watch a fuckin tv show because anxiety so bad you can't even see or hear whats on? And then every day feeling like a fucking year, and this just keeps going and going week after week month after month.



You come in and tell me seriously to g ather my fukin thoughts? Don't give any advice on lowering arimidex, telling me i know the feeling crushed estradiol is no joke man, seriously lower arimidex and you WILL feel better.


Get the fuk outa here u retarded shit.





Now…. I've lowered dose even further, i'm FINALLY feeling really good again, man life is worth living, sun is shining again. I feel good even awesome just walking around in town, watching girls.

I read alot of threads about these dopamine receptors being permanently damaged and i really believed i was permanently fucked up and god the axniety.

I'm so happy, grateful i finally feel good again, to anyone in my situation please, don't be afraid, you'll feel good again just make sure you get out of that low estro, i was low for 6months period and i recovered fully within a few weeks.

So don't be afraid guys.


And much love to you all, life is just so fukin great we should all be grateful for being here having this oppurtunity at life. <3

Calm down bro nobody meant anything ill

You are taking too much for too long and these things affect your brain chemistry a lot.

Drop to 100mg test per week that will put you in high normal levels, not supraphysiological (beyond natural), you will not need to control estrogen with AIs.

Get some bloods soon. Lipids, blood count, metabolic panel, liver, kidney, test,sensitive estradiol. Your mental health is one part but supraphysiological test levels, masteron, arimidex etc is not good. Once you have your hormones in normal ranges you will be able to deal with the mental aspects raiser.

Make sure your diet is good, it affects mood a lot. Eat whole grain, high fiber meals, drink water regularly. This will improve mood a lot.

Forgive even though dumbest. At least once a month someone does something so stupid in traffic they might kill me some day. But they were born stupid and it's best to leave the angry thoughts for another day (you'll realize later on when the dust has settled, it doesn't even matter).

Good luck.

[Couchlockd]

You just wanna put people down and you come into a thread with a guy obviously feeling like shit and tell him he's mentally unstable. I mean come on, are you fucking kidding me with this?

I said i wanted to kill myself every second i'm quite aware i wasn't mentally stable you douchebag.


Being that low, feeling that crappy, i considered suicide man. And i was and felt completely helpless after being that crushed mentally for over 6 months and nothing happened.

I read all these estrogen symptoms of being low. I had raging boners, i felt no pain in my joints at all. And everywhere i read if your estrogen is to low your dick will become limp. I could fuck 10 times a day no problem. So i kept dosing high on arimidex thinking i was most likely high on estrogen.


Now when a guy that obviously feels this shitty, comes and really out of pure desperation says i really really need help here, please help me out what's wrong.



Then some fuckin retards come in and says, YOURE MENTALLY UNSTABLE PLEASE GATHER YOUR THOUGHTS. I mean wow this must be the worst fucking advice i've seen anyone ever give a guy on crushed estrogen have you even had your estrogen crashed and know how it feels like to be like pure death anxiety so bad you suffer every fukin second wanna kill yourself, jump off a bridge, basicly just wanna die, cant watch a fuckin tv show because anxiety so bad you can't even see or hear whats on? And then every day feeling like a fucking year, and this just keeps going and going week after week month after month.



You come in and tell me seriously to g ather my fukin thoughts? Don't give any advice on lowering arimidex, telling me i know the feeling crushed estradiol is no joke man, seriously lower arimidex and you WILL feel better.


Get the fuk outa here u retarded shit.





Now…. I've lowered dose even further, i'm FINALLY feeling really good again, man life is worth living, sun is shining again. I feel good even awesome just walking around in town, watching girls.

I read alot of threads about these dopamine receptors being permanently damaged and i really believed i was permanently fucked up and god the axniety.

I'm so happy, grateful i finally feel good again, to anyone in my situation please, don't be afraid, you'll feel good again just make sure you get out of that low estro, i was low for 6months period and i recovered fully within a few weeks.

So don't be afraid guys.


And much love to you all, life is just so fukin great we should all be grateful for being here having this oppurtunity at life. <3

lol

keep lowering the dose of adex, the before you know it, your way to will be too high, and cause your shit feelings all,over again.

I'm going to say you don't have the will or mental fortitude to handle hormonal sides of these drugs...

women go through your "suicidal thought" inducing feeling every month.

they maintain composure a lot better than you are,

so what's that say about you?

[cousinmuscles]

lol

keep lowering the dose of adex, the before you know it, your way to will be too high, and cause your shit feelings all,over again.

I'm going to say you don't have the will or mental fortitude to handle hormonal sides of these drugs...

women go through your "suicidal thought" inducing feeling every month.

they maintain composure a lot better than you are,

so what's that say about you?

So you "got" him when he is at a low point in his life. Good job. How have you been during such times? Just leave it be and move on, and let the guy move on himself too...

[Chrisp83TRT]

Calm down bro nobody meant anything ill

You are taking too much for too long and these things affect your brain chemistry a lot.

Drop to 100mg test per week that will put you in high normal levels, not supraphysiological (beyond natural), you will not need to control estrogen with AIs.

Get some bloods soon. Lipids, blood count, metabolic panel, liver, kidney, test,sensitive estradiol. Your mental health is one part but supraphysiological test levels, masteron, arimidex etc is not good. Once you have your hormones in normal ranges you will be able to deal with the mental aspects raiser.

Make sure your diet is good, it affects mood a lot. Eat whole grain, high fiber meals, drink water regularly. This will improve mood a lot.

Forgive even though dumbest. At least once a month someone does something so stupid in traffic they might kill me some day. But they were born stupid and it's best to leave the angry thoughts for another day (you'll realize later on when the dust has settled, it doesn't even matter).

Good luck.

lol

keep lowering the dose of adex, the before you know it, your way to will be too high, and cause your shit feelings all,over again.

I'm going to say you don't have the will or mental fortitude to handle hormonal sides of these drugs...

women go through your "suicidal thought" inducing feeling every month.

they maintain composure a lot better than you are,

so what's that say about you?

So you "got" him when he is at a low point in his life. Good job. How have you been during such times? Just leave it be and move on, and let the guy move on himself too...

I’m sure we have all been there... the main issue is this person keeps cycling and mixing several compounds and doesn’t a handle on it and literally going from wanting to die to feeling like life is amazing and continuing to cycle without getting bloods or speaking with a professional weather it be a PCP or a psychologist. No one is insulting or bashing. I think we are more concerned. I was recently very high with my e2 and I was emotional as fuck and crazy anxious but I got it under control. It’s a crazy ride if you aren’t aware of your own body and I definitely wouldn’t do more then test if I didn’t have a handle on my body