Money is not everything Sok123. Who wouldn’t want to have an endless supply of money. Dude you are 18 years old. You have your whole life ahead of you. I know you are from another country from your broken English. Use your brains and don’t try the get rich quick plans. Most of the time they are too good to be true and you end up suffering because of it. Why bodybuilding? Very few people reach IFBB status. You can be successful if you put your mind to it. I started testosterone at 19 wanting to get bigger following all the IFBB pro bodybuilders in magazines. Now I’m 45 and need testosterone because I have low T. I have 2 sons your age and what everyone here is trying to get you to do is just wait and think about it. You are considered an adult (very young adult at that) and you will do what you want to do anyway. Just think about it. Nobody wants you to commit suicide that isn’t the answer neither. I hope you wait it out but whatever you choose I wish you the best.