Kitty, dont be discouraged by the score. For starters, you had already lost alot before the comp started, and everyone knows that once you lose a good bit, it gets really hard to lose more. Secondly, you were competing against a bunch of steroid junkies taking some very powerful compounds, putting you at a huge disadvantage. Judging by the workouts you posted, looks like you worked harder than all of us. You should be very proud of the progress you made, and considering the disadvantage you were at, you probably should have won.