Incredible medical problems stemming from "social defeat".

[< <Samson> >]

^ This is y I don’t even talk any more

If anyone else remembers this verse;

Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been, belong
You can't be something you're not
Be yourself by yourself, stay away from me

[Proximal]

^ This is y I don’t even talk any more

If anyone else remembers this verse;

Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been, belong
You can't be something you're not
Be yourself by yourself, stay away from me

Hell yes! WALK!!!!

[< <Samson> >]

Hell yes! WALK!!!!

Can’t say much about life af this exact time

But, I remember working at my autoparts spot when I was younger, when we heard the announcement - Dime Bag Darrel is dead - shot in the head by some dip shit who jumped on stage - all for nothing

Really stuck with me

[Proximal]

Can’t say much about life af this exact time

But, I remember working at my autoparts spot when I was younger, when we heard the announcement - Dime Bag Darrel is dead - shot in the head by some dip shit who jumped on stage - all for nothing

Really stuck with me

Yeah, truly f’d up and a huge loss - and yes, by a dip-shit.

Hang in there Samson, best wishes buddy.

[Obs]

This is life:

Child "A's" daddy says he wont ever amount to shit.
The child becomes an adult, drug addict, and winds up in prison or ODs based on his fathers cruel words

Child "B" goes through the same but develops an extreme hate for his father and becomes 10x that of his father and any 10 of his ancestors.

Cream rises shit sinks.
Bad experiences make you stronger or defeat the weak.

[fiddlesticks]

This is life:

Child "A's" daddy says he wont ever amount to shit.
The child becomes an adult, drug addict, and winds up in prison or ODs based on his fathers cruel words

Child "B" goes through the same but develops an extreme hate for his father and becomes 10x that of his father and any 10 of his ancestors.

Cream rises shit sinks.
Bad experiences make you stronger or defeat the weak.

The whole thing with bad experiences building you seems to have a fine line which is interesting to me.

I was able to use the negative energy built up from my childhood for good purposes later on but some people seem to not have that response. Some people end up shooting up public places and whatnot.

Most bodybuilders run on that anger fuel and use it as motivation. Works really fucking well... especially when you can control it greatly

[Obs]

The whole thing with bad experiences building you seems to have a fine line which is interesting to me.

I was able to use the negative energy built up from my childhood for good purposes later on but some people seem to not have that response. Some people end up shooting up public places and whatnot.

Most bodybuilders run on that anger fuel and use it as motivation. Works really fucking well... especially when you can control it greatly

Totally agree.
Indeed there are rare circumstances where people cant control their actions. The mission I volunteer at is full of people that way.

But

Between
Adhd
Add
Depression/anxiety
Ptsd
And childhood complexes carrying into adulthood, about 90% of the population has an excuse for some shitty victim mentality.

I am a vixtim of no one or no thing.
I put myself where I am. I accept and control my actions not my past or mental state.

I swear someday there will be no prisons because everyone will have an excuse for any dispicable behavior.