You could try to find a doctor that'll prescribe you meds for a PCT. I say could, but I think you'll have better luck trying to find a unicorn.
Your best bet is to do what S&D said and get some research chems. The there are many good research labs to order from, but the one he gave you is pretty reliable and reasonably priced.
I've heard both really good and really bad things about madison james research as well.