First Cycle / Taking anti-depresants

[Honkey_Kong]

everybody has some sort of "mental problems" , my mental "problem" was extreme stress from life running a family business facing problems while studying and going through a relationship breakup. - Caused me overwhelming Stomach aches and IBS, migraines, no sleep etc (I am not here to explain what caused me to take these meds....) - I also forgot to mention that I also take PPI (Esomeprazole 40mg a day)


I came here for information and I am learning, Its super easy in my area to hop on steroids but I prefer to know every detail before taking a decision unlike the ignorant guys around me who take a lot of roids while having no idea what they are doing to their bodies , I understood well that deca fucks with you mentally, thats why its completely off the equation.
In the meantime I am considering a cycle in September after my semester is over, I'll probably be done with meds and from there I might start only a test cycle..

Now for those who criticize my training, I know how to fucking train, I train x6 days a week with a great push/pull/legs program, I eat A LOT.

I did the calculation I weight 86 kilos which is 189.5 lbs (we use kilos here) and I have a thin bone density, - this what i look like.

Put your ego in check there, Son. You want real advice? Or strangers on the internet to fluff you?

You don't like you train 6 days a week and you don't look like you eat a horse.

You kind of got that "skinnyfat" thing going, which tells me you probably eat a lot of junk food.

You're very far from a natural limit and that's actually not a bad thing at all. It means you have plenty of room to grow in size, cut fat and strength all while NOT fvuking with your body's hormones.

[Zenpump]

Put your ego in check there, Son. You want real advice? Or strangers on the internet to fluff you?

You don't like you train 6 days a week and you don't look like you eat a horse.

You kind of got that "skinnyfat" thing going, which tells me you probably eat a lot of junk food.

You're very far from a natural limit and that's actually not a bad thing at all. It means you have plenty of room to grow in size, cut fat and strength all while NOT fvuking with your body's hormones.

You're a trip Honkey. This young healthy adult is not justified taking steroids but YOU on the other hand, because you know how to lift (not rocket science) and YOU are of correct age (I would also argue the older you get the LESS "justified" you are taking steroids) you can sit in judgement