Why does it seem like every time I actually care about a girl and see a future in it, it always blows up in my face? I'm telling myself I don't give a f.uck right now but I know I do.
After the last time this happened, I tried to become pretty mechanical and not let anyone get in like that again for awhile... guess I need to buck up, get my skin thicker and try it again. If I have no emotion/feelings, they don't get damaged. Maybe my standards are just too high for me. Gotta bring myself up to par. Omfg, I am going to destroy my back tomorrow. I want to go to the gym right now and do it.
Lift - eat - sleep. Repeat. This is my life now. After a couple more weeks of bulking I'm going to start cutting hardcore and get myself the best six pack so I can show that bitch how she fu.cked up this summer. Thank god for bodybuilding, I know if I didn't have it in my life I would probably just try and overdose on drugs when something like this happened.
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