I got a call yesterday that a guy I knew put a gun to his head and pulled the trigger. He wasn't really a friend, more like a friend of some friends. An acquaintance if you will. I wasn't too fond of his cocky attitude and he was a bit obnoxious but it was nothing personal. Most of our friends have moved out of town or out of state so I had to make a bunch of phone calls to let them know the bad news. The weird thing is, this guy was a pallbearer with me last year and helped me carry another friends coffin. The funeral is Sunday and I don't know if I should go. I really don't need another funeral but maybe I should go out of respect. I feel bad because he had two kids but he really ran his life into the ground so it's hard to have any sympathy for him. I mean I don't know exactly why he did what he did but the guy had everything going for him so I don't understand it. He was messed up with a lot of shady people and doing drugs so I guess he just spiraled out of control. Any thoughts?