You realy saved me ass this time and finaly put a end to a LONG period of hardship. This spring has been utterly ****ed and very stressfull both mentaly and physicaly and the call from social security yesterday was the icing on the cake. I got almost like a total nervous breakdown and utter panic. Didnt know if I wanted to kill somone or just crawl down into beed and cry.

So I started the "about to give up" thread just to vent, try to get some frustration out of me. Guess my suprise when bigtexan pm's me and lets me know he intends to do everything he can to help me out with cash. That realy touched me(let me know if Im getting to woshy here ) because Im just not used to things like that happening.

No with all the money you all has give me I am in the clear. Feels like a HUGE burden has been lifted off me since this is the end of the trubbled period for sure.

You all had my back this time and I hope I someday can return the favore. Yesterday and today you put a smile on my face and made me realise just how many good people we have here.

Thanks to you all