I'm sad as hell

[goodcents]

I feel like crap and just feel "there" today. Slow day at the salon after a great day yesterday. I'm surrounded by "fake" people and it sucks I'm just tired of doing the same shlt. I don't understand alot of things and feel like everything I was taught is wrong Oh well back to work I guess Thinks for listening. Anyone else feel like they could just fly away like a bird to something new? Tomorrow I will be on top of the world, fuking up and down.

[goose]

Explain your job?

[Timm1704]

i feel like a physical wreck, my shoulder is fvcked and so are my knees, and a week ago i turned 22. I am going through a "why bother with wrestling, I will never get anywhere with it" phases. They come and go.

Look on the brightside, Im about to go to bed! I love sleep!

[goodcents]

Explain your job?

I own a tanning salon and a body jewelry store. I know I should be happy, I'm just starting to "see" people for what they are and I just feel "uhhh" today I was never that sad when I was poor but now I think it's just coming a little too "fast" Just feels wierd, likes it's got it's own mind

[goodcents]

The arthritis in my lower back is killing me today too (I know, boo who) I just get sick when I think of the chics that "love" me I know they only look at themselves

[goose]

You must meet some strange people....You in love?

[goodcents]

You must meet some strange people....You in love?

No, but I kind of want to have a girl again It's hard to explain to people but I'm surrounded by chics and they love that I own businesses and I just feel like that's why they like me I know it seems odd, just can't trust people and I'm surrounded by "yes" people

[goodcents]

I think I'll drive around tonight and think. A sad cd and a few tears always perks me right up

[goodcents]

Even when I'm banging these chics I just get sick thinking about some of them (the whole time I'm just thinking "yeah, whatever) Dare I say I want love instead of trophies?

[Timm1704]

you will be fine soon enough dude, things seem so much worse in the evening

[kaberle_15]

Whenever I feel like crap I just think about people that are much less fortunate than I am and I think how much worse things could be. A couple weeks ago I saw a kid in a wheel chair with a mental disability and he was hauling ass in his chair and doing laps around the mall with a smile on his face and all I could think about is how much I should appreciate what I've got and not let little problems that will pass get me down because life could be much worse.

[goose]

Even when I'm banging these chics I just get sick thinking about some of them (the whole time I'm just thinking "yeah, whatever) Dare I say I want love instead of trophies?

Dare I say this...But how often do you (pick up) bang chicks? Must be good and easy with your job? How often do you work?

[RuhlFreak55]

jesus, so negative.......negativity only attracts more negativity bro.....be happy

[goodcents]

Dare I say this...But how often do you (pick up) bang chicks? Must be good and easy with your job? How often do you work?

Not bragging but ALOT, it's so easy It's usually like "meet me back in 7, I'll be there in a minute" I have chics go get me food, walk on my back and shlt but I always wander whether it's me or the "person"(if that makes sense) I guess I'm just "pissy" today I just don't "feel" anything

[number twelve]

i know where your comin from. everyone has their ups and downs. get off your rag. lol jk

[taiboxa]

go puke blood then write a thread bout biching bout stuff! ><

[AnabolicErick]

dude it seemed like a never got girls until i made some money and now they like me... its ****ed how it works... main thing is wemon say they want "security" (aka a big house a free car and allot of spending cash) not all are like this but almost anyway dude keep your chin up tomm there is always someone worse off then you and you choose your path man... i get pissy days about 1 or two times a month... i just go lift for a long time then sleep peace man

[goodcents]

go puke blood then write a thread bout biching bout stuff! ><

I was bleeding out of my ass due to chrohns or whatever the fuk problem I have some times it's so bad it's like a chics period, does that count

[gixxerboy1]

Hey bro. Trust me i know how you feel. You can have a lot going for you but really feel like its nothing and none of it matters.

You know I'm here if you want to chat.

[thegodfather]

Not bragging but ALOT, it's so easy It's usually like "meet me back in 7, I'll be there in a minute" I have chics go get me food, walk on my back and shlt but I always wander whether it's me or the "person"(if that makes sense) I guess I'm just "pissy" today I just don't "feel" anything

Makes perfect sense dude....You wanna know if they're attracted to YOU or your IMAGE... Meaning the hot shot business owner that owns the salon&body jewelry store and is in good shape and obviously has his shit together... As opposed to the real you without all that shit...

I personally think its really hard to disassociate yourself from that... I mean what do you think defines "you"... Is it what kind car you drive? what kinda clothes you wear? what your profession is? how big your bank account is? what your personal beliefs are?

Honestly, half of that sounds vain and superficial...But what other things do we have to identify ourselves with and say THIS is 'me'... I believe that all of that may be indicative of what kind of person you are... If you have a big bank account and own your own business, it tells me that you are self-motivated, driven, goal oriented, and a hard worker. If you wear nice clothes, it tells me you care about your appearence and that you are a clean and presentable person... Personal beliefs are really nothing more than opinions that you feel strongly about, theres no fact in it, and theres no reason someone should like you or dislike you for being X religion...

Its interesting because I read a study where people in Europe are more likely to identify themselves by what their hobbies are such as, "I am a partyer".. or "I am a guitar player"... and people in the United States are more likely to identify with their careers, like "I am a CEO"... or "I am a carpenter"...

So when your asking what really defines you, theres not a single answer because it can be a multitude of things bro... If a woman is attracted to YOU, she is attracted to the YOU that you present to her...The only way I see her not actually liking YOU is if you didnt really own the businesses and werent really successful you were just faking it, in that case shes not attracted to you, shes attracted to the image that your presenting to her... Its a rather complicated topic but I think you know what Im saying... I think that your maybe overanalyzing it..Bottomline is that you have game my friend, because not EVERY person could just own a tanning salon and pull a ton of hot ass... So good job, and congratulations on your successes...

KEEP YOUR HEAD UP...

[yngnastyman]

dont worry im ***ressed right now too, i saw pics of myself from HS freshman year and i was a beautyful young lad, now im all acned up

[Obs]

Yeah sometimes people get ***ressed. When I'm feeling down in the dumps I like to stumble to the bar slam a few and pass out. -Mr. Rogers

[thetank]

can someone tell me why ***(d-e-p) gets asterix'd out on this site?
oh and salon guy, chin up brotha..

[goodcents]

I got over being pissy. I met a new girl thats really cool and tossing the other ones to the side lines (side lines- in case "true" love doesn't work I still have the gold digging tramps)Hey, whatever keeps the dick wet(I think the t helped too)

[goodcents]

Hey bro. Trust me i know how you feel. You can have a lot going for you but really feel like its nothing and none of it matters.

You know I'm here if you want to chat.

I can't honestly say I know how you feel since I have not had a close girl friend die It's good to have so many "cyber" friends here

[Stock]

damn double post, lol...

[Stock]

Suck it up and be a man, just think how d e p ressed you would be if you didnt have any chicks to bang, fake or not...

[goodcents]

How do you guys double post, it won't let me when I hit the button twice by accident?

[Stock]

I went in to edit what I posted, and somehow ended up posting the same thing twice. I'm sure it was my screw up...

[RuhlFreak55]

i'm the boogie man

[Red Ketchup]

Well, as long as we're all in self-pity mode...

I feel like crap too, bronchitis for the last 2 weeks, damm anti-biotics are not working and my lungs are gurgling like a drowning moose, sinuses clogged worse than a toilet at a chili eating contest, got a headache and am feeling woozy and I work the night shift tonight...

PITY ME! NOW!

I guess it could be worse...

Red

[goodcents]

Well, as long as we're all in self-pity mode...

I feel like crap too, bronchitis for the last 2 weeks, damm anti-biotics are not working and my lungs are gurgling like a drowning moose, sinuses clogged worse than a toilet at a chili eating contest, got a headache and am feeling woozy and I work the night shift tonight...

PITY ME! NOW!

I guess it could be worse...

Red

Yeah, lifes a bltch

[jbarkley]

Two years ago I was diagnosed with t-cell cancer and went through chemotherapy, my weight dropped to 135 pouns from 220. I survived, my weight is back to 220, I have a fantastic wife, a business that's stressful as hell but allows me to live a lifestyle I enjoy, so what the hell. I wake up everyday happy as hell that I have the opportunity to wake up everyday above ground. Life is attitude....mind over matter...if you don't mind it don't matter! Livestrong

[JDawg1536]

Two years ago I was diagnosed with t-cell cancer and went through chemotherapy, my weight dropped to 135 pouns from 220. I survived, my weight is back to 220, I have a fantastic wife, a business that's stressful as hell but allows me to live a lifestyle I enjoy, so what the hell. I wake up everyday happy as hell that I have the opportunity to wake up everyday above ground. Life is attitude....mind over matter...if you don't mind it don't matter! Livestrong

Werd..... Good stuff.