To all I apologize for my rudeness,
And to you muriloninja, let me share something w/you. You don't know me as I am one of the kindest persons you could know.
muriloninja, what this boils down to for me is I was sick for nearly a year and 1/2. I was for the most part housebound, if I wanted to go outside I had to sit in a chair and literally scoot the chair around in the yard by my feet. Until about 7 months into my illness the Doctors finally figured out what was wrong and told me you are just gonna have to ride this out. This illness has to take it's course there is nothing we can do to make you well.
Do you have any idea what it feels like to go from being a dynamic individual that walked 11 miles a day, lifted weights, had to be outdoors and that physically do anything I wanted to do.??....
To laying up in the house reduced to watching life pass me by...
Especially the first 7 months not knowing what was wrong and in tears daily becuase I wanted my life back? My freakin upper part of my torso was hugely extended due to my enlarged liver and spleen, I would try and tie my shoe laces and would almost gag and be breathless because everything was pressed up against my throat when I would bend over due to this.
That's not me, live life to the gusto, that has always been my motto...
whorin, drinkin and working and working out was my life and I loved it, and guess what ....I still do...
So muriloninja, these small milestones, along with being able to go back to the gym are reassurances that my life is getting back on track and life is going to be normal again... and I am damn excited about it and am sharing them w/you and others. If you do not like me then don't read my threads, those for sure are easily ignored.Please do not make me a target for that is mean spirited... If you can not join in and celebrate and provide positive feedback with me on my small but meaningful milestones... without being mean...then I truly feel sorry for you...
have a good life muriloninja
