I'm not sure if its the riods, or personal, but i have been acting very emotional. doing stupid crazy shit. I have scared away a perfect girl in 2 months time. My ex says im acting crazy. I have not kept my schedule of injections very good. I'm doing 750 of teste and 500 of deca per week. I'm doing the teste on Mon, Wed and Fri. The deca on Mon. n Fri. i sometimes am off a day or 2 here and there and wondering if its from my test levels going up and down all the time, or maybe just from the juice all together. Im not the nicest guy to begin with. Any help? PLEASE!