o.k.....i did a few cycles of deca and sust.....last one about 3 years ago. now for about 2-3 years my testicles shrunk....but they sort of come back every now and then. sex drive is low, sperm count and motility low, test. low.....been to a few endos, want to put me on trt. trying to explain to them that it wont solve problem, i mean i dont have kids and would hope to one day have some. now, being that im so fogged up, tired, no sex drive etc....i gave in and had my first shot of test-depot today...250mg every three weeks. i asked about hcg but he said he has to research it!!! what should i do? should i insist on the hcg? i have 20mg tabs of nolva, should i take them too? so confused, cant think.....any help would be sooo great.