I had been using equipoise for 6 months for the first time and to kinda try it out. Worked great! Burned fat and gained muscle as well. I just took my first shot of deca this morning and had a little snag. It kinda hurt and had a little more trouble going in so I figured it was scar tissue. The plunger got "stuck" and only went half way down so I kinda freaked and pulled it out and figured I didn't want to mess with it anymore if it's a bad syringe. I kinda regret it but I threw it away, but again I was kinda freaked cause a little blood came out too. I take the shot on my butt kinda low on the back side where I can't see (that's where I was shown and the muscle is big) and I never had that before.

I googled and looked to see what would happen and found some horror stories of strokes etc. I got kinda dizzy but thought it was from anxiety (I don't like giving myself the shot. :-/ ) and felt fine after a few. Looking back though when I was on the eq, I completely passed out thinking it was from the same thing. I has all flush and kinda felt a little sweaty. Now I'm thinking I may have had a stroke? Have I permanently messes myself up? I plan on continuing to take the deca but off to the side more where I can see (like the picture shows on the main site) and to aspirate, which I was never told of.

Please any good solid advice is much appreciated. I most of all want to do it right and not mess anything up.