I need a push. I started HRT about 2004 and was doing great. As the years went by my Doc started showing his true colors and he about killed me literally. After seeing him for some stomach pain, he gave me some probiotics and told me I had IBS (mind you he never examined me at all, no tests no nothing. He just asked me what was going on and that's how he based his conclusion). A week later I took it upon myself to go to a specialist and he rushed me into surgery. I had 2 instances where I had to call 911 do to sever pain after injections of my test. I struggled every time I had to take an injections. It would take me 30 min to get the courage up to do it. I was never shown how to give myself an injection and I guess that's my fault for not speaking up and saying something to him. I figured I had watch him give me shots and being that my meds came to me in the syringe ready to go then no big deal. I have been off HRT for 3 years now and I feel like crap. I want to start back up but I don't want to experience that pain again plus I need a doc that's worried about making me better not pad his pockets. My insurance covers my therapy but now I have to search for a new doc that knows what he is doing.