Just finished first cycle after training for 8 years naturally. Have done 3 drug free powerlifting comps before this cycle. Diet and training are in check.

Start weight 106 kg 11.4% bf
End weight 114 kg 10.9% bf
Height 6 foot
Age 24
Start bench 150 end 180
Start squat 230 end 255
Start dead 270 end 306
Start strict press 80 end 105

Cycle and pct consisted of

Weeks 1-5 600mg sust 250
Weeks 5-9 750mg sust 250
Weeks 10-14 900mg test e
Weeks 10-14 dbol 50mg ed
Weeks 10-15 350mg npp
Weeks 14-16 500mg test e
Weeks 16-18 250mg test e

Weeks 5-10 0.5ml liqudex eod
Weeks 10-15 1ml liqudex eod
Weeks 15-20 0.25ml liqudex eod

Weeks 18-20 hcg 1000iu eod cut 4 days before clomid 5000iu all up

Weeks 20-23 clomid 100mg ed
Weeks 20-24 nolvadex 20mg ed
Weeks 20-24 res100 (reservatrol)

Weeks 24-26 nothing everything fine

Weeks 26-28 triandabol (bsc natural test booster) killed libido cant even get hard, have had an issue before with any kind of tribulis with killing sex drive so I think its that it took 3 months a couple years ago to get it back.

Roughly at week 30 right now

Any ideas thinking starting another cycle and start again, I found nolvadex dropped my libido so am thinking swapping to toremifene citrate only gonna do 10 weeks with hcg throughout some kind of test/masteron cycle.

My motivation is low, feeling a little down, missing meals and training session due to this, but strength hasn't dropped too much. Main problem is my sex drive..

Any help would be appreciated