I have to vent a little here. I’m going on a road trip in a couple of days and I’m seriously considering ending my cycle now. I have another month to go on my 3 month cycle, and I feel like I look worse now than before I started. EQ has done nothing but made me uncontrollably hungry and increased my acne. A little more vascular. That’s it.

EQ has been the biggest let down ever. I also don’t seem to respond well to steroids in general, so that may be a factor. Even on 800 mg of test for my first cycle I only put on about 5 lbs.

I have literally destroyed myself in the gym, all my joints hurt, I fucked my shoulders up, can’t even do a push-up now. All for nothing. Even though I felt better in the gym and had better pumps, I have nothing to show for my sacrifices. And I know how to lift and diet, i did it naturally for 17 years.

Anyway, I’m now part of the “fuck EQ” club. Never again.