
Originally Posted by
yeahbuddy289
I found out end of June 2019 my count was zero. I was on test and deca at the time, as well as hcg. I dropped everything the day I got the results of the fertility test. This was my biggest fear about using aas so naturally I was a bit freaked out.
I started using Clomid shortly after. 50mg a day was prescribed by my doctor, but I added in another 50mg per day that I sourced myself. I did not use hcg as I felt there wasn’t much of a need for it. I did take Clomid the whole way through at 100mg a day.
It took me at least two months for my test levels to bottom out, I’d say around late July/early august I started feeling like crap, and the blood work backed that up-low fsh, lh, free, and total t. But by September my lh and fsh finally came up, as did my testosterone. I did another fertility test in early November, which came back with great numbers. At that point I already knew I got my sperm count up because my wife and I found out we were pregnant shortly before we got the results of my fertility test lol.
The first couple months weren’t bad as I was still coming down from the test e I was on. But once I crashed it was terrible. Absolutely no desire to have sex. My wife had to force me to do it so we could conceive. It literally felt like a chore. I’ve suffered terribly in the gym as well. It’s really going to suck.. there’s no way around it. I was absolutely dreading coming off and doing this all over again for us to conceive our second child, but we did it, and now when the time is right, I can jump back on gear and never look back. Like I said, it will suck, the gym will suffer, you will have no desire for sex (which is a very weird feeling) but in the end it will be worth it. I looked at it with a sort of bodybuilder mentality- stay focused on the goal, stay disciplined, take the right drugs/supplements, and just keep moving forward.
Any questions or if you just need to vent I’m here lol it’s a tough road to go down for sure, but once it’s over that first cycle you run is going to be amazing lol