Definitely, you cannot try a diet for a week and expect miracles. You are expecting too much, people like B D look they way they do because they dedicate their life to it, he lives it day in and day out for years, he does try a diet for a week and then get depressed over it. Its like you keep jumping around, oh let me try
tren , shit its not working, ok gimme var, shit its not working ill change my diet....of f*ck thats not working. Im just a non-responder. NO NO NO, now Im not trying to flame you, Im just giving you some solid and BS-free advice. You gotta want this, nothing in this life happens for us, you MAKE it happen. Drugs do not make us big, writing on AR doesnt make us big. You/your mind/your will power makes you big, you have to feel it and live it, you have to become what you want to be and let nothing stear you away from that. I honestly think you should look at yourself in the mirror and DO NOT move from that goddamn mirror until you are SICK of what you see, you look through the reflection in the mirror until there is nothing in your mind except the anger and fuel to drive you into a mind-state that cannot waiver from its path.
Do you know what I do when I sit down to eat my meals, I put that f*ckin fork in my hand, I look at the wall infront of me and move the fork from the tupperware to my mouth and I look right ahead thinking about feeding myself and not what anything tastes like. My roommate comes up and says something to me and I just keep staring ahead, Im not even looking at anything but you can be sure I dont respond to my roommates irrelevant questions. I dont sit around and wonder if the drugs are working or if Im responding to a certain AAS, I just push forward and do what the f*ck I have to do. I will re-asses later, but I will never give up or feel down, because its all a learning experience and you have to tailor it for your own body. No one on AR can do that for you.
I hope you stay off AR for a month, I hope you come back and tell us you have changed your entire mindstate and you will never again put a negative thought in your head unless it is inspiring you to greater positivity in the end.
Zebol 50 - deca?
12-10-2024, 07:18 PM in ANABOLIC STEROIDS - QUESTIONS & ANSWERS