Need help bad depression

**bigj123** · 08-18-2014, 04:41 AM

ok so about 3 months ago i decided to change my whole life i use to be a fat ****er eatting shit and junk... so month ago me and my gf of five years which is the mother of my daughter ride or die bitch which when i was locked up the only bitch that came to see me...shes having a hard time getting use to the way i eat now we fight non stop so we took a break me never not giving a **** about how she felt or how she looked calling her fat and useless so this friday she tells me she found someone else that all she wanted was for me to show her love...its driving me crazy knowing that iam the one to blame i want her back... but iam losing it guys iam 1 week and half in of a clen /t3/test p about to start winny next week.... at 100 mcg clen and t3 ed and test p eod... no lie i feel like iam on the edge we been fighting alot this weekend the stress is taking a toll on me my heart feels its about to jump out of my chest... i started at 315 at 270 atm

**fit2bOld** · 08-18-2014, 06:05 AM

Sorry about the love life but as you stated you caused by your own actions.
What exactly is your steroid question?

**Lifted1** · 08-18-2014, 08:54 AM

dr phil.com?

**600@50** · 08-18-2014, 11:56 AM

Dude I think you need help that this forum can't provide.

**samlemon** · 08-18-2014, 10:57 PM

we all face depression in our life, the key to over come it is to TAKE A DEEP BREATH and look at the bright side of things, have a positive mind set. easier said that does (trust me i've been there) but once mastered it does wonders.

i find going out for walks helps alot, go to a near park and walk along on a river, sit and relax. ground yourself.

and about the love life, just let go dude, there are 7 billion people on this planet. Live, learn & upgrade. dont settle for less or what you think you deserve. life is a lesson.

go on a nice trip. or join a sport/art team. focus on yourself. once you do the right person will find you