ecto9

At last the day is over and I'm finnally getting my good spirits back finally. Got terribly sick today.Haven't been sick like that in a long time. Almost forget what it felt like. But not really.

Yeah it's been a long year and I've been preparing for everything since January. I had a real nervous feeling handling those sharp objectst, that didn't go away for several hrs after I put them in storage, Damn!

But I've come to far to turn back on it now. I stiill wana go through with it and so I'll just have to accept it and that's all there is to it...