An honest journey

Hi guys,

To somewhat make-up for the insanity that ensued during this past weekend I am having two days of fast this week. Not literally but more in accordance with the 5:2 method that I am in no way subscribe to. Today I am eating 462 calories in form o 6 large eggs spread out across the entire day. If I would do the 5:2 method I would weigh a ton because I simply can not control myself, i.e. look at this past weekend. I really which I would know exactly what underlining part of me that is that makes me go crazy when I cheat. It's like filling a bottomless pit, there simply is not stop. Just dumb IMHO but it is what it is.

I am getting more and more convinced that spending time getting my head in the game is 99% more important that anything else. If I can get that down all other things will fall into place.

~T