An honest journey

Dear reader,

Yesterday I had another cheat day which is the second one in a single week. Clearly there is something not working. I should point out that there is quite a bit of mental stress currently as we (My wife and I) are negotiating with our new employer. We are currently living in Germany but we are moving in the next few months and we will either live in Bangalore, India or Oahu, Hawaii. As we are in the middle of this right now perhaps I should not be to harsh on myself but one thing is clear, stress makes me eat more, not less. It’s like having a full stomach somehow relives the stress to a certain extent.

But what does this mean for a future planned cycle? I would contend that unless I can successfully stick to maintenance and then to a very small bulk I am not ready to cycle. I honestly think that once this is all over and we have a more stable environment at home it will resolve itself as previous to this I have cut very successfully. I guess, sometimes, life just becomes to busy to fulfill egotistical goals about body perfection!

I the end I think there is noway I will be able to cycle for the foreseeable future as there are to many chances of interruption.

Guess I will have to focus on what I can until the time is right!

Stay safe!
~T